“She’s been led on. Stepped on. She’s been told she’s not good enough. She knows after all that she’s been through when enough is enough. When to pick her fights, and when to just scream. Because its not right. And she’s not taking that crap anymore.”—
“You know what i love the most about us? I love how comfortable we’re with each other. I love how we can endlessly crack on each other but never take the teasing to heart. I love how when I walk away from you when we’re fighting, you try to stay mad but always end up running after me. I love you and everything about you - the look in your eyes when you kiss me, how we can stay up all night just talking about nothing. I love how you can call me and no matter my mood is, you somehow always seem to make me laugh. I love how you need me as much as I need you, and most of all, I love how you love me.”—
Its funny how some people just say something and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love. It changes everything; nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don't know it, it still happens.
“Love. Easy word to spell. Easy word to say. Most people throw around the word “love” like it’s nothing. But it’s definitely something. It’s that “I can live without you, but I just don’t want to” kind of feeling that you get when you see that special someone. It’s more than romance, more than the exchange of sweet words. It’s the feeling of holding hands, soft kisses on the cheek, knowing that no matter what you’re going through in life, no matter how you’re feeling, that special someone will always be there to brighten your day, to know how to make you smile in their own special way. Don’t throw the word “love” around like it’s nothing, cause it’s everything. Never tell someone you love them when you don’t. Wait for that special someone, the one person that makes “love” what it is.”—
“Here’s to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, “I only want to be your friend”, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.”—
“I can’t help it. I can’t help caring. I’m too weak to restrain myself from you. I can’t help looking for you in a crowd. I can’t help thinking of you in the middle of the night, day, or anytime at all. I can’t help wishing that you would love me. I can’t help waiting until the moment we will talk again. I can’t help wanting to be more than just friends. I can’t help the way I love you.. although I wish I could.”—
“I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.”—
“I’m not old enough to know about everything but I am old enough to understand that when someone walks away, they’re always gonna come back. And if they don’t come back, they were never really there.”—
“It’s getting so much easier to pretend that you don’t exist. With every day that passes, the easier it gets to look at you and pretend like you never were a big part of my life as you were. You came, you stayed for awhile and then you left, just like that. But I guess that’s okay, because I know I’ll move on. Maybe not now, but I definitely will.”—
“Sometimes you just have to stop caring. You have to turn off all emotion and feeling to protect yourself from getting hurt. You have to stop caring about what other people think of you and be yourself. Sometimes you have to hide it all, not let anyone know how you feel or what you think. You gotta put a smile on and pretend everything is fine even when it’s not. Sometimes that’s the only way to save yourself from a broken heart.”—
Little things get to me, alot. Whether it be my internet connection fucking up, my friends saying little things that i take too much to heart, something my mum says that makes me think she’s not bothered about seeing me every now and then, realising the happy endings that happen in romance films or books i’ve just seen or read will never happen to me, to us, in the real world. Sometimes it can be even smaller insignificant things, such as me wanting toast, and us having no bread, or going to make a cup of tea and realising we have no milk, and not having any chocolate, or when i make an effort to smile at a stranger in the street even while i feel like death, and they don’t smile back and i realise, they’re either one of many ignorant people in this world, they listen to the bad media about teenagers too much or they’re too sad to even force a smile. And that’s sad. And that gets to me.
All of these things get to me, and i don’t mean i just think ‘Oh this sucks’ and carry on how i was. I mean i feel really low. Sometimes i cry. And sometimes it takes me alot to get back out of this. The worst thing is i could have been so happy just a second ago.
This is me, i’m a fuck-up.
Guess I’m the same as well. But we’re no fuck-ups okay. We’re just… special. Haha, but I remain hopeful that there are people out there who and who will, love us for just who we are. Have a good week ahead dearie :)
“When we first met, I didn’t want to get involved with anyone. I didn’t have the time or energy, and I wasn’t sure that I was ready for it. But you were so good to me, and I got swept up in that. And, little by little, I found myself falling in love with you.”—Nicholas Sparks
“Im glad for the years we spent together. But you hurt me so much that I can never forgive you or trust you again. And I think it means that you’re no longer the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. You’re too much like any other man.”—Tony Parson
“You said you never meant to hurt me but that doesn’t make it right. You said you were wrong and apologized way too many times, but that doesn’t make it okay. So listen when I say it’s not alright, it’s not fine. But I guess I should have seen it coming all along.”—
“There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. And you can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you and you don’t want to let go even though you know it’s just an illusion. Everytime your phone rings, you smile because it’s them that’s calling. Everytime you hear their name, your heart beats 100 times faster and sometimes, you can’t even breathe. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. All you want is to go back in time, not to the time that you first met, but to the time that you were known as nothing, but strangers. But no matter what, you’re in denial. You hide your feelings so no one would know. You put on a fake smile and don’t let a single tear break through. You’re so used to hiding your feelings that you don’t even realize the pain you’re causing for yourself. Your thoughts become invisible. It’s still there, but no one knows. Like a love letter you didn’t show. And you’re hurting no one but yourself.”—
“There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t, at some point, think of you. Or, some kind of memory we once shared. It’s like I look at a certain thing, hear a certain song or even eat a certain food, and suddenly I am reminded of you, the times we shared, the conversations we had, and the best friend you used to be.”—
“I want to be hard for you to forget. I want to have that kind of impact on you where you know you’ll never find anyone who can take my place, and I want that because that’s what you are to me. I want it to hurt like hell when you see me. I want you to feel what you put me through.”—
“Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes, change may not be what we want. Sometimes, change is exactly what we need. And sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you’ll ever have to do, but sometimes, saying hello again is the thing that breaks you down and makes you more vulnerable than you ever thought possible. Sometimes, change is too much to bear. But most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life.”—
“In that moment, I felt my heart break. And I thought, “I can’t live without you. I don’t want to live without you,” and then it slowly crept into my mind that no matter how bad I wanted or needed you, it wouldn’t matter. Somehow, and very painfully I was sure, my life would continue. With or without you.”—
“So, you’ll come across so many people in your life. Some you think will stay in your life, or stay with you forever. You’ll come across people you will love, very much. But sometimes love isn’t enough to tackle all the obstacles in life and you will have to deal with the heartbreak of knowing that that person you love is gone and you’re left, alone, to try your very hardest to fall out of love. To do something you never thought you’d have to do. Just keep your head held high. Don’t let it get to you, don’t fall apart. Clear your heart and let it go. And when it comes around again, let love in. Because you never know. It’s all about having faith.”—
“I hate the fact that I stayed with you even when I shouldn’t of. I hate that I stood up for staying with you even when I looked like an idiot. I hate that you don’t even care. I hate that you said forever. I hate that you lied. I hate that you built me up and tore me down. I hate how when I said forever I meant it. I hate that I care so much. I hate that I still love you. I hate that I shouldn’t. I hate the fact that you don’t want to be with me. I hate the fact that I’m here without you. I hate the fact that you’re there and you couldn’t care less. And most of all, I hate that I don’t hate you.”—